My Oma and brand-new me.
Last time I updated you on our "situation," I announced that we are officially trying to get pregnant. Here's the latest update:
And honestly, the two times that there has been no news, I've been extremely relieved. Is that normal? I thought that I'd feel really disappointed if I didn't get pregnant when we decided we were ready. Does this mean I'm not actually ready? Probably not. It's scary! I'm more and more grateful for every extra month we have together, just the two of us, because I know that pretty soon, I'm going to get pregnant and everything will change.
I bought an ovulation kit to test when "all that jazz" will be happening. It's weird. I used one test, and it was negative (because I wasn't ovulating), and I felt like I was looking at a negative pregnancy test. They look exactly the same! I don't know if I should feel disappointed or relieved when I get negative tests. Is this normal?
If you're in the same boat as me, tell me how you handle all of it! What's the normal feeling? How long is too long to go without getting pregnant?